Everyday is a torture but it's worth it.
After the run, it seemed like I've purged something-something that's been bothering me since forever. I felt the cold wind in my face, enthralled at the adrenaline rush, the speed. For once after so long, I was able to not think.
'Words often failed me'
'There was a certain satisfaction in bitterness. I courted it. I invited it in'